when you realize that your friends from high school are still friends with the same people from high school four years later,
i don't know whether to be jealous
to laugh or to cry,,

why have i grown up
but you've stayed exactly the same?

Sacrifice

"How soon do we forget, how we felt

Dealing with emotions, that never left

Playing with the hand that, we were dealt in this game...

Maybe I'm the sinner, and you're a saint

Gotta stop pretending, what we ain't

Why we pointing fingers anyway?

When we're all the same"

Making sacrifices for people you care about. Allowing another person into your life means you are no longer responsible for just yourself but also for the yin to your yang. Breathe in, breathe out, okay go.

Content

Happy. That is all.

"And when the next test of life presents itself, maybe you’ll fall a little softer, fight a little harder, and indulge a little less; fortified by the pain, strengthened by the struggle; scars visible yet undeniably healed."

I can't help it

We are always taught to love me for me. Don't wait on others to love you or else you'll never be happy. No one can love you more than you love yourself and all that bullshit. I acknowledge it and I realize that it's most important to abide by this. But at the same time, I can't seem to follow it. Not that I'm saying I need justification for why I should love myself, but low-key I do, ok? Maybe I'm actually just too bored right now and need to find some other source of self-fulfillment or self-entertainment. I know I shouldn't be waiting on some boy to come by, swoop me off my feet, and tell me how much he loves me. But a girl can't help but wonder those types of things yakno? I need a hobby.