"Maybe antisocial people just are sick of dealing with your bullshit."
That might explain a little bit of why I've been so detached from the world lately. Maybe that can give insight into why I just want to go home everyday and curl in bed and wander into my own world. I'm tired of listening to things I don't care about and making small talk with people I don't have anything to say to. I sincerely cannot wait to go back home to California. Granted I will probably get bored of it by the second week, but I just need some time to detach and live a hermit life. I need to surround myself with different people. I sometimes wish I could just move away and start a life anew in a different place and create a different image of myself. But who knows, maybe I'm just tired from work, waking up early, and life.